When a downer was very down, a nurse would come to my door and say, “Lend the soldiers?”

The soldiers were my bullfinches. When the thrushes were out of hand, I stole and reared two nests of black-bonneted, rose-breasted, chesty bullfinches. Always singing, always dancing, they went their round of cheer. Very sick patients would lie and watch them by the hour. Chortling on the perch, squabbling for place and importance, the supreme glory was to be wedged in between two cosy brothers. For this they fought.

Jenny, the Cranleigh Boy, John Withers, all the ‘Downs’ loved my soldiers.

To John Withers “them pioneers”, as he called the thrushes for Canada, were even dearer. As long as his weary body could drag, Hokey put his chair in the sheltered corner by the thrushes’ cage and took him there that he might enjoy their daily bath. John laughed till the tears ran down his cheeks, tears and the splashes from the birds’ bath. Again and again I filled the big dish. After the bath there were shakings and preenings. It was the delight of John’s day. Hokey led him back to his room. There was a hard spell of coughing after the exertion, but John went again next day to watch the birds bathe.

As he lay back on his pillows afterwards, with closed eyes, Hokey would often think John slept, till,

“Hark, Nurse!” John’s eyes would open to follow an ascending speck out over the fields, watch till the clouds took the lark. Only the golden pebbles of his song scattered back to earth.

“ ’Ear ’im, ’ear ’im, Nurse! Carted ’is music clear to ’evin, ’e ’as.” John was a Londoner. He had been with his master through the Boer War, contracted T.B. His master, an Honourable, brought him home, placed him in the San. He said, “Give my John everything, anything. I can never repay John’s faithfulness.” His master’s visits, the birds of Sunhill were all John wanted, dear, gentle old man. Doctors and nurses loved him.

John’s cough went from the east wing. Hokey tried to force cheerfulness, settling me for the night. “Books, singing-soldiers, have I done everything?” she prattled, forcing gaiety.

“Hokey, don’t sham! Was it the larks or the nightingales that sang John Withers into Heaven?”

Hokey choked. “Dear old man . . . a lark going up, up, up, was the last thing he noticed.” Doctor’s step! Hokey pulled her face straight, flew from my room.

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